My brain might explode!
Wow! I’m thinking writing about this might help me stop thinking about it. My family put an offer on a house last night, and I can’t seem to relax. We might not know anything until next Wednesday, and I don’t know how I’m going to wait that long. I am honestly not a very patient person. When my angels tell me to “be patient”, it doesn’t make me very happy. Right now, I sort-of feel like a two year old ready to throw a temper tantrum if I don’t get an answer RIGHT NOW! Ridiculous right?
It’s funny because, even before we made the offer, I was seeing that we would get this house. I wanted to trust what I was seeing, but logic was telling me it was impossible. There are at least 2 other offers on the table along with ours, so I’m praying my hardest! Maybe you could pray, too? 🙂 Maybe this is a lesson in Faith.
I still “see” that we will get the house, if my mind is not clouded by “wishful thinking”. It’s hard not to be biased. I also see that I will have a child (girl?) in about 18 – 24 months. Frankly, I was a little surprised by that, but this house would allow for that option.
Okay, well, my brain still hurts … I’m going for a walk. Happy Friday!
Blessings and Light,
Sheri
Well, this is a great example of when things don’t work out the way you hoped they would. We did not get the house. It’s a long story, but the mortgage company that listed the house was very difficult to work with; they actually accepted an offer that was lower than our offer simply because they didn’t see our offer until it was too late. They were impossible to contact and fairly disorganized, which made me feel uncomfortable right from the start.
I did “see” that we would get the house, and I actually consulted two psychics that also told me we would get this house. I can understand how would have been wrong as I already thought I was having trouble seeing the truth for myself. However, it is interesting that two other respected practitioners were also wrong. It may have had something to do with the mortgage company as I’ve learned outside influences can run havoc on what should happen.
Or, it could have been something else. I was driving myself crazy thinking about this house. I was scared that we wouldn’t get it, and then realized I was also scared that we would get it. Something didn’t feel right, and I didn’t know what to do. So, I asked God to take it out of my hands. I prayed to my angels and guides to handle the situation however was best for my family and everyone else involved. Once I finally let it go, I was relieved enough to sleep. Sunday night, the night before I found out the house was gone, I felt the path close (meaning I knew the house was gone), and I was relieved.
I don’t know what changed the outcome for sure. Maybe my craziness and fear prevented it from happening, maybe I wasn’t ready. My guides have been talking to me about not settling. I didn’t really feel like I was settling with his house, but maybe I was. My husband and I are taking a break from house hunting for a while. I personally just need to take a step back and clear my head. I’m sad this opportunity fell through, but I’m confident there will be a better situation down the road.
~ Sheri
Oh, yeah, I’m still seeing the baby thing. Part of me hopes it is really just a new endeavor that I treat like “my baby”. I’m really not planning on starting over with diapers and 3am feedings, but we will see! 🙂