This is an amazing video and is so worth the time to watch. I actually saw it by “accident” as I couldn’t sleep and happened to check my Facebook page where someone else had shared this. Since I had nothing better to do at 4am, I thought I’d watch, but I wasn’t prepared for such deep thoughts so early in the morning.
Growing up, I “knew” that I was nothing more than a big mistake, and I had quite a lot of help remembering that “truth”. My mom became pregnant with me in her senior year of high school. I was an accident that proceeded to ruin her life for many years. It wasn’t until my teenage years when I began to realize that being born was not my fault; I hadn’t been the irresponsible one at that party where Mom and Dad created me. I became angry at how I was treated and ended up turning away from my family – and from God.
As years went by, and I learned more about real Truth and spiritual knowledge, I realized that I had made the decision to be born into this crazy family, and thus maybe it was at least in part my responsibility that I was born when I was. I couldn’t help but feel guilty for being born; I began the process of forgiveness at that point, realizing what my anger was doing to me and that it needed to be balanced. Even through all of the spiritual growth I have gone through in this life, there was always a part of me that wondered why I decided to be born when I was and to whom I was. I have told myself that my childhood made me who I am today. I have told myself that my family is my family because I needed to balance some kind of negative karma; they agreed to play the roles they did in this life in order to help me heal. Though, often times I did wonder if they really had to take certain things to such extent.
But, it wasn’t until I listened to the words of this incredible woman at four in the morning that I realized something that honestly blew my mind … I wasn’t born into my family so that they could help me heal my karma. I was born to them so that I could help them heal theirs; I was born to show them forgiveness, love, and empathy. I was never a mistake, which I knew, but it was incredibly healing to me to know that it wasn’t my own “selfish” needs of being healed that brought me here; it was my offer to play the role of healer to others. As tears of gratitude slipped down my cheeks, I can’t thank my guides and Angels enough for the healing these words have given me.
Wishing you all much Love and Healing Blessings,
Please do watch this video …