It all started with a sore throat the end of December. By New Year’s Eve, I was visiting an Urgent Care facility needing antibiotics, and I’ve been sick ever since. I have been very ill for about a month now with a severe respiratory virus. It’s something that has been hitting many families in this area. Both my husband and son had it but were over it within a week. It hit me much worse, and I’ve actually been in the hospital for it. The illness makes it difficult to breathe, much less talk.
Unfortunately, I am not able to offer readings right now, and I’m not sure when I will be able to. Although I feel terribly that I am not able to help others at this time, I am in no shape to be helping anyone right now. I can barely speak a full sentence without going into a coughing fit. Even if I could talk, I’m taking several different medications which make it nearly impossible to be a clear channel for a reading. I’ve had tons of people emailing me and sending me messages on Facebook about wanting readings, but I have to take care of myself right now.
This illness has instigated tremendous spiritual growth for me, and I’ve come to realize that I haven’t been taking care of myself in the ways I should be for quite some time now. I have dedicated myself to helping others at the expense of my own health and well being. Every time I would start to feel better, my first thought was that I needed to get back to work. People were counting on me, and I was letting them down. Then, I would immediately get worse.
I had a dream last week that I went to my dentist for a regular cleaning appointment and starting coughing up worms. The coughing became so violent that I actually began to vomit the worms and tried reaching my own hand down my throat to pull them out. The dentist was rubbing my back and telling me that I have to get it all out. Ironically, my regular dental checkup is one of the many appointments and plans I’ve had to cancel due to this illness. This dream is something I’ve taken a lot of time to ponder.
I am working on a way to offer more ways to help more people through the work I do on my site, but it is going to take some time to implement all the plans I have in my head. Please understand that I do sincerely care, and I want to offer assistance where it is needed, but there are going to be some big changes ahead for myself and for my work.
It has taken me some time to understand this is an important message from my Heavenly guides and angels. I’m at a crossroads in my life right now. What might have started with a sore throat has made me open my eyes to the next phase of my life.
Much Love and Blessings to all my dear friends, clients and visitors,
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